Project G.W. - "wait, What If It Was Possible To..."

Okay, it's been a long time trying and figuring which way and which website i should publish this in, you see, this isn't a finished piece of work. No, rather it's me reaching out to anyone who can bring my vision to life. You should buckle up because this is a LONG story, a rather sad one at best...

FYI since the fact I'm only 12, and i don't have any experience nor access to anything listed one the pictures, i need people willing to really do make this.

Now i know this is the introduction and it said it needed to be brief but i sadly cannot put this whole story into something that's brief. So, roughly 2 years ago, i was ten, it was summer break. But one day during that break i was walking through my hallway, and then, and i can't really put this into words, but something just Clicked, i was the same person but now i had be enlightened about others, i could see the world from their perspective, i could understand their beliefs, i simply just understood everyone else. Another summer break happened and this time it happened again, something else clicked. But this time was different, this time i could understand every perspective on earth if i just imagined it, and not only that but i understood what we truly were as a whole. I take into thought about our wars, our times of peace, murder, and civilization as a whole and how it progressed. And it felt, heavy, like i was meant to do something with this enlightenment but i couldn't, after all i was still in elementary. And this year, another summer break, and as the pattern re-occurred, something just click once more, and this time, it was way way worse. I saw the universe as a whole, energy perseveration, how short my life truly is compared to the dawn of time, i saw sin, i saw the reason for religion, i saw how the universe could end in ways that make my time alive or anyone else's meaningless. For the first time in my 12 years of being alive i felt dread, i felt utterly destroyed, and as i kept thinking about it, after a whole week of non stop thinking, i found my own solution. Love, the kind where someone really cares for you, the kind where even if you're not perfect they still love you. And i waited, i waited for months, i waited until someone would do the same. But with all this weight on my chest, and with all this knowledge of everything that could or would or even already had happened, i began to feel impatient, every second felt like a minute, every day felt like a week, and every month felt like forever, it was lonely. But with all my collected knowledge, i for once thought, "would it be possible to make one of my UOC's (Unoriginal Character) Real? To be fully honest, it sounded like a complete fantasy. How could someone make that thing? That's Impossible! But, after some much learning, i realized, even with modern technology it wouldn't be that far off... So after 2 weeks of adding on, refining, and writing down this selfish plan to solve my own stupid loneliness, i came up with what you're looking at.

So yeah, this is my own selfish goal, most literal make my ideal companion so i wouldn't be lonely anymore. Also this whole thing is part one of Project G.W. I'll publish part 2 if people actually see this and somehow like it. As if? Anyways... also info is in the pictures i think...

Please, if anything, spread this, make this a known concept, i want her to be known. I want my loneliness to end. I want anyone that has the tools, to collaborate together to make this somewhat new form of life real...

so uh, have a good rest of your day if you actually read any of that.

:) :0 :/ :3

oh wait, i just got a message, i gotta make every step... oh well.

Most materials needed are listed in the images, also, the next sentence will include an inside joke that no one understands and the fact that i put it there shows how not seriously I'm taking this stuff. John marton.

Alright, as in the message, it said "Multiple written steps showing how you made your project" so by those rules i shall be explaining the backstory of said project. So about 2-ish weeks ago i was doing regular things a 12 year old would do, which most importantly, escaping reality via VR. Now i really won't go into any specific detail about what i was doing, but just know i planned most of this whole thing in a 3d community made engine, and of course i made my UOC, it was around the middle of the day when i was scrolling through my feed when i found a video from Clarified Mind, titled "We're Not Ready for Biocomputing" and once i watched the video i thought, after so long of that dreaded silence everyone hates, what if the way to breaking it was in the palm of my hands? What if i didn't have to wait for someone? What if... You get this gist of what i said next.

So there i was, day after day, thinking of the next step of how i could make this with our current tech, i thought for i while, did a little researching. Turns out our current technology wasn't too far off on what i was planning, i could just give the basis and let the one's who could actually do the work, fill in the gaps. Sure it might take a few years, but at least that's somewhat guaranteed, i mean, waiting what could go up to a few decades when there's not even a 100% chance it would happen in my lifetime, but getting someone normal, that won't get any recognition, right? There's multiple benefits to this if you really, REALLY think about it.

Now, i really never liked having any sort of confidence, because as i was shown, too much confidence leads to cockiness, cockiness leads to too much pride, and as everyone knows, being too prideful never end up good. But never the less if i were to make her real i had to do my part, i had it all planned out, 3 phases, phase one was this whole thing, writing it on a note book, and importing the images from that notebook into here. Phase 2 is people seeing this, fact-checking it, somehow actually being willing to help make her real, and phase 3, is the actual making of it. I won't show what part 2 is but it's basically just an expansion of this whole thing. But still, there being a part 2 isn't even guaranteed, who would actually make this stupid project for one selfish need?

Who do i think i am? i am literally just a kid, i got no capabilities to make this myself, and i can't dedicate my time to it because I'm drowning in homework held up my a thin dam. At this point, at how many have called me crazy, how many have dismissed this idea, that one thing i want, it for someone to really see this, just to really do. And maybe, just maybe, get a team together, and start the project, for real. But to be real, that won't happen.